I remember when you came,

March had already started.

The sun was shining bright

but you were brighter than the star.

I felt so good

'cause what you wanted

was what I wanted too.

Since the spring has gone

we've not talked that much

I hate acting like this

Why can't I say "hi"?

He has to stop being charming

I say to my friend:

Cuz I don’t want to fall in love again.

Summer is here

and you're there

singing, playing with your friends.

You know, I'm too shy

then I left with no goodbyes.

You try to say “hi”

but words are locked in me

so no replies for you,

no smiles for me.

June is about to end,

and we are talking again.

“I never though I’d find someone

to talk to like we do” you said.

He’s charming, I think

and I know what I said

but hearts choose this time

so it’s not time to regret.

“His voice brings me memories”

good ones for sure

you and me together

tell me what I felt

is what you felt too.

I don't know anything about this thing called love

I don't know if it could be called love
'cause I don't know what means that word
I don't know if you'd come with me
if I told you 'darling,
you're the best way for learn it.
...
I don't know if I should try
open to you my arms,
and my heart.
Just because
I'm not fearless this time.
I don't know anything
about this thing called love.

L' amore è come il fulmine: non si sa dove cade finchè non è caduto

Tell me how you loved me and I'll give you my heart without fears. Tell me why you made me cry, I just wanted be by your side. Once upon a time... a girl trying to understand why he didn't tell anything, anymore. But tell me how you need me and I'll be where you are for take your hand, one more time".

Boom, boom, boom. Siento palpitar mi corazón al mismo tempo que lo hace el reloj que está colgado en lo alto de mi habitación. Respiro anhelos que me hacen sentir tener más ganas de ti. Un amago de sonrisa, una mirada brillante, una palabra presa en tu boca escapada... eso es, lo sabes muy bien. Por eso te escondes y no estás. Y te llevas esos labios, con los que sueño que algún día se muevan para decirme te amo.

Hoy me he vuelto a sentir en otro mundo,
un mundo al que no pertenezco.

Till we ain't stranger anymore

It might be hard to be lovers
but it's harder to be friends.

I don't know
how you could say
that the sky would be dark again.
Baby you held me tight
while we saw the stars shine
why now it can't be light up...
You're not here...
by my side there's nothing..

We used to choose our star
dream about that we'd have,
sing while the wind was blowing hard
the tree leafs were falling down
baby, autumn came around
Oh, tell me please why not now
The sky turns grey
if you don't come with me
again.

Say that's a lie.

Tres semanas sin dormir junto a nauseas, dolor de cabeza, preocupación, mucho estrés y todo habrá terminado, eso sí... durante poco tiempo.

Creí, imaginé, soñé, compuse, amé, sonreí, lloré.

Creí, imaginé, soñé, compuse, amé, sonreí, lloré.

Creí, imaginé, soñé, compuse, amé, sonreí, lloré.

Creí, imaginé, soñé, compuse, amé, sonreí, lloré.

Creí, imaginé, soñé, compuse, amé, sonreí, lloré.

Creí, imaginé, soñé, compuse, amé, sonreí, lloré.

Creí, imaginé, soñé, compuse, amé, sonreí, lloré.

21 de diciembre de 1839

Una lágrima lacerante recorre mi desvaído rostro mientras afuera de esta lóbrega estancia, las nubes me acompañan desprendiendo su agua tras haber ganado su batalla contra el Sol. ¿Por qué cielo, por qué gozas lloviznar todos los días en los que asgo esta pluma y danzo ante el papel para ella? Cientos de letras encadenadas una tras otra me acompañan hoy, como todos los domingos desde hace ya cinco meses. Julio, agosto, septiembre, octubre y diciembre fueron marcados en mi, en mi mente, en mi corazón. Diecinueve hermosas semanas han trascurrido, y yo he ido observando cada rincón de tu esbelta figura de mujer, tus marcados bucles que te acompañan al compás de tus andadas hacen que un sonoro suspiro salga de mi interior en busca de un remedio para enlazarse a ti e a tu alma. Amada mía, el universo intenta revelarse ante nuestro amor, no quiere que nuestros caminos sean dirigidos hacia un mismo destino. Demetria, querida Demetria... tantas historias sostienen mi ser, tú y yo sumergidos bajo los versos de Shakespeare, tú serías mi Julieta y yo tu Romeo, juntos e escondidos hasta el final de nuestros días. Demetria, Demetria, Demetria, amor, quiero que un celestial susurro acompañe el viento y delicadamente roce mis oídos en la misa del próximo domingo, donde el ciclo volverá a empezar, día lluvioso, oscuro y frío tras los enfados de las nubes contra el cielo.

We are teenagers so we cannot do another thing.

I love you more everyday please don't leave never away. I need you by my side 'cause you are, are you.

And if you ask me if I love him I'd lie..

but she's only a girl that anybody know if she'll survive with her own...

Last night I dreamed you and now I still miss you.You holding me, with your chords, tell me why, you're not here. tell me why only are your songs feeling it in my soul.

We hang out months ago.

What word was wrong?

Maybe was said to you I love you

maybe was call me this night.

Did you feel my slow heart?

Did you feel my tears on your face?

My soul losing you, my love.

Baby, we'd be so strong

but nothing now it's on.

Why did we make a couple,

why did you give me a kiss?

Please, I need an answer for

live a little better my life.

A veces pienso ciertas cosas que me transtornan la mente completamente. No sé, yo creo que vivo en un mundo en el que nadie, absolutamente nadie puede llegar a comprenderme. Quizás soy yo la extraña y por eso me siento así... pero es que, no puedo comprenderlo. Siento como si fuera totalmente distinta a todo lo que me rodea, que yo diga blanco e ellos digan siempre negro.

Sé que todo sigue igual y nada va cambiar.