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Como se puede apreciar el blog a sufrido su metamorfosis. A pasado de ser runningscaredfromaclown a mindschangeliketheweather. MINDS – CHANGE – LIKE – THE – WEATHER... ¿qué razón tiene, no? (La idea del nombre no es mía, es una canción de Taylor Swift de su nuevo álbum Speak now.) Los colores y gadgets laterales también han cambiado, no mucho pero lo han hecho.

Me dispongo a volver a escribir siempre que pueda (al menos una vez por semana) con cualquier desvarío, idea, problema que tenga. Para empezar el “reset” completo os dejo un trocito del estribillo de una canción que compuse hace unos días.

You made me smile

you made cry

you made me love you

more than I could never love someone.

PD: ¡Gracias a esos 43 followers y esas casi 2000 visitas!

I'll be...

La noche estaba cayendo y tres estrellas contadas brillaban lejos. Pasé rápido tras oír mi nombre. Fui hacia la esquina más próxima y esperé a que el semáforo se pusiera en verde para seguir con mi rumbo. Llegar a casa. Viniste hasta allí y volviste a repetir mi nombre una y otra vez. Parecías un pequeño disco rallado. Sin duda alguna, el mejor que he escuchado. Desaparecí con un tímido adiós y volviste a ensanchar tu sonrisa con mi nombre otra vez. Qué adorable niño estabas hecho.

"People change and promises are broken clouds can move and skies will be wide open"

Tenía tantas y tantas ganas de poder volver a pasarme toda la mañana tocando (aún sabiendo que la semana que viene es de las más duras), de poder relajarme y dejar volar mi imaginación sobre las más de setenta teclas que tiene el piano, de volver a hablar con Andrea y Pat y escribir nuestras locuras conjuntamente, de bailar, de pintar, de componer, de ver el diario de Noah por enésima vez, de llorar de felicidad..

Now i've got stenght to continue.
A light shines on me
already nothing will get dark.
I feel that everything
has changed nothing is like it was.
Differents ways,
there are differents directions.
I don't know wich one to choose,
I don't want to fall,
I got up almost without
being able to breathe
I don't want npo having air again.
World gave me another oportunity
and I am not going to fail to take advantage.
I want to be strong and continue
Look at stars, feel me lucky feeing what
I am feeling thatt everything will get better.

Broken hearts,
broken dreams.
I feel in myself,
that nothing it’s fine.
I’m screaming now,
I will scream later.
I was crying all the time.
Since you say goodbye,
since I say go away.

I’m reading a liar book,
There are princess with princes,
On white horses, castles and magic.

It’s stupid,
Everybody is happy.

All it’s a joke.
I don't believe,
I can't believe.

Nobody have mistakes,
Nobody have those days,
Nobody worry for nothing,
They just smile.

Now, I just wanna close this book,
And never read again.

I return to my world,
With my mistakes,
With teardrops on my face.

Walking on night,
Looking the stars,
Feeling the real things,
The dark and cold night
And the little light of the stars.

I just wanna live,
jumping on the air,
screaming that you’re my lover.

I'm fearless,
I feel that everything is nice.
You can make me smile,
with your voice,with all you.

Nevermore I will be hurt,
if you are with me.

All is fantastic,
all is great dream.

Should've begun before,
when we could not see in the dark,
when there weren't lights.

Now you look me in the eyes, a
nd say for ever.
I just say yes, baby, yes.

I'm dancing with the wind,
I'm hearing that we're in love,
in special and difficult love.

We can be so strong,
because we're in love,
in our love.

Fly more far

You, you was in love,
and now you can't say bye.
You, you just say I hate you
but you don't think that is a joke,
you are so in love.

You, you can't see he,
but you can leave this dark way,
you can open the lights,
you have a wonder heart.

Change the way,
open the wings.
Fly far, you can fly more far.

You, you can go with he,
he stopped the teardrops of your face.
He only had a bad day.

Baby open your eyes,
you can see... the real things.
Nobody will cut your wings,
you can fly, more, more, far,

Guardian angel

You just will save my secret,
you, my angel can guard it.
Without lights I see you,
I feel that you are next to me.

We will go to the sky,
We will give smiles
for the earth,
for the humans.

We will reconstruct the broken ways,
the broken hearts,
the all things that are broken.

Guardian angel,
you can make me dream,
can make me believe.

You just will save my secret,
you... my angel,
my guardian angel.

I'll survive

Standing in the rain,
Tears falling with the drops
Like my broken heart,
When's it gonna stop?


Debería sobrevivir sola, igual que el amanecer, la oscuridad se llevará cada beso en una estrella que lentamente se apagará. Creí poder tocar el cielo junto a ti, volar por tenerte a mi lado. Promesas y más promesas, rotas en mil pedazos, voladas, desaparecidas, lejos de nosotros.

Vivo con un dolor que hace que mi alma se hiele, mi corazón, partido permanece helado y no hay fuego que logré devolverlo a su estado anterior. Debería sobrevivir sola, pero no puedo. Dejaría este oscuro camino, intentaría devolverle la luz.

Escucho tu nombre, parece devolverle vitalidad, pero mi mente lo impide, nadie más podrá volverlo a tocar. Debería sobrevivir sola, siendo yo, sin necesidad de fingir algo que no soy.

Dejo que lágrimas caigan por mis mejillas, no debería haber empezado a andar por un camino equivocado, por tu camino.

Debería sobrevivir sola, sobreviviré sola.

Never, never leave you again
Tears are sure to fall,
But now I'll survive on my own.

I just wanna be with you.

I need cry, now, later…
He told me some things,
And I was stupid,
I believed him.

Now, I’m a lonely girl,
With tears on the eyes,
Waiting that leave my face.

I can’t see the lights,
The stars and moon are moving,
And I don’t feel it.

I need a change.
I need find another life,
I can’t survive,
I need stop this fake story.

I just wanna be without you,
I don’t wanna cry,
I don’t wanna be another hurt heart.

I'm going to lose my smiles
but she will save it.

She's away from me,
she is miles apart.

When I have a problem,
she has the solution.

I feel that is here,
laughing with me
but she's in her house
tell me why can be here.

I need to explain
what happened and that
she recommend to me
better words, better things.

She is my mind,
she can read it.
She know what is
good or wrong,
she is so important in my life,
I would not survive
If my friend would isn't in my life.

For you.

I leave everything
behind this door.
Never i'll open it,
I don't wanna surrender
but I leave this way.
I put everything,
without limits,
thinking about it.

On that cold night of Thursday,
when we were in the road.
You in your car,
me in my motorcycle.
The driver was driving so fast.
We should've been in another place
and now nobody would have tears on the face.

War all the time...

Seguiré llorando el resto de la eternidad
porque peleo en una batalla que no tiene final.
La guerra continua todo el tiempo,
quiero que bajen las armas,
quiero que todo termine sin heridos.
El rio de lágrimas se lleve la tristeza y
las ganas de pelear, porque ya
no aguanto más luchar en la batalla sin final.

Beautiful chord

Ella disfruta danzando sus delicadas manos por las teclas en blanco y negro que se encuentran pinzando las cuerdas.

"Now, I can see in your eyes

all that I have in my side,

Your music is in me,

in my soul. you,

my beautiful,

beautiful chord. "

Noches oscuras,
sin estrellas que brillan.

Ganas de llorar,
esperanzas perdidas.

Corazones rotos,
sueños en pedazos.

Sonrisas apagadas,
alegría desterrada.

Intentar creer,
volver a caer.

Intentar ser feliz,
volverme a herir.

Dejar todo atrás,
volverme a lastimar.

Intertar volar,
sin alas jamás se podrá.